As Long as You're Okay
Please excuse me
as i trample your heart
using pointy heels
would have been more
bloody & messy
than these running shoes --
meant for running,
not killing.
I did run,
didn't I?
Your body was my course,
the knife of a heel would have been
more humaine
than the dull thudding
stomping
crushing
breaking
of these feet
that were never meant to be
weapons.
I couldn't bring myself to cut you
because I was a coward -
Why did I not
finish you off
with a simple stab to the jugular?
i was too messy and jumbled inside
Tangled and knotted like a barbed wire fence
So you cut instead,
the slice was clean and perfect and precise --
And I'm glad you did.
Because I would never have
been able to do it.
I trampled the flesh - that was the easy part,
but you cut the nerves and the heart,
no more ties
no more mess
but I think you forgot one nerve -
(I think it's untouchable,
these memories,
locked inside... )
This nerve pulls and stings with pain
I think I'll always be a mess inside -
But as long as your clean cut wound fades with time,
I'll be okay.
as i trample your heart
using pointy heels
would have been more
bloody & messy
than these running shoes --
meant for running,
not killing.
I did run,
didn't I?
Your body was my course,
the knife of a heel would have been
more humaine
than the dull thudding
stomping
crushing
breaking
of these feet
that were never meant to be
weapons.
I couldn't bring myself to cut you
because I was a coward -
Why did I not
finish you off
with a simple stab to the jugular?
i was too messy and jumbled inside
Tangled and knotted like a barbed wire fence
So you cut instead,
the slice was clean and perfect and precise --
And I'm glad you did.
Because I would never have
been able to do it.
I trampled the flesh - that was the easy part,
but you cut the nerves and the heart,
no more ties
no more mess
but I think you forgot one nerve -
(I think it's untouchable,
these memories,
locked inside... )
This nerve pulls and stings with pain
I think I'll always be a mess inside -
But as long as your clean cut wound fades with time,
I'll be okay.
♠ ♠ ♠
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~ SR