Cruel Lover

You really just don't care. It's so hard being in love with someone so cruel. Where is your heart? Why do you use me in such negative, and selfish ways? I can't seem to stop playing your childish games. Maybe that is because I don't want to stop playing. I would rather you use me, than ignore me all together. A friend asked me if I was in love with you, and my reply was no...but the truth is, I can't image my life without you. Everytime I close my eyes, you're there, giving me a purpose to breathe. I love you so much, but you don't care a bit about me.