The View Of Me

Who I am
Is plain to see,
That the outsides happy
But the inside is mean,
Its heartless it’s cold
It just wants to die,
Feels like a mistake
But can’t explain why,
The things they say
I believe every bit,
It makes my head hurt
Makes me wanna quit,
Just slit my wrist
And bleed fully out,
Cause all the negativity
Has filled me with doubt,
Or take a few Lunesta
And sleep life away,
Ill say goodnight to everyone
But won’t awake next day,
I feel I’m just a fuck up
And I can’t do anything right,
So I should just let go
Give up without a fight,
So the view of me bad
And a horrid way to see,
That as much as I try
Ill never like me…