Hello Old Friend

I know you better than you know yourself.
But there is just one thing i dont understand,
why are you sleeping with all of these thugs?
Can it really be for all of those drugs?

you havent been yourself,
we need to get you help,
before it becomes to late.
i dont want to see you in a grave,
all because of some stupid games,
that you let determin your fate.

look at what this is doing to you.
its killing your dreams and shattering your pride,
you use to stand up for yourself,
but now you just run and hide.

i miss the old you.
i want her back,
the one who used to be so confident,
so head strong and laid back.
you were so happy and cheerful,
always had a smile on your face,
there was never any dark days.

what made you change your ways?
i know this isnt how you want it to be.
you said youd never go back to that life,
that youd never do drugs.
but then you changed,
and now you'll never be the same.

look in the mirror.
take a good hard look.
your inlove with the feelings it gives you,
its your new addiction.
you feel as if you cant breath,
without it you say your nothing.

your still so young,
so please get out while you can.
listen i know its hard to change,
but trust me its not to late,
im going to be there every step of the way.

im not hard to find,
im the only one you cant fool or tell a lie,
just go deep inside yourself,
cause thats were i'll be.
i am apart of you,
this is not a GAME.

Sincerly,
Your Concious.