Ignorance or Apathy? (I Don't Know and I Don't Care)

I'll wait for you to call,
I guess I never really had you at all.
Yes I did, in memories I did.
I swore i saw you there i couldn't make out who you were with.
But, then again I could never make-out at all.

Don't let go me
the consequence of living alone hates you.
(when you leave the room; the things i find surprising)
I can't live without you.
Don't let go of me
but, you never really had me did you?
I can't breathe without you.

I started to think I was crazy.
I'm beginning to realize.. I'm just lazy.
It's a choreography in my head that plays over and over..
and I think I'm right, but I may be crazy.

Say something, to relax me, my dear.
Or stay away from me from now on..

I know, I know we won't get far.
I know we won't ever match par.
I know I'll find you at the bar.
I know, i know just where you are.