Little White Lie

I'll never understand the reasoning behind lies...
I know it can cover up a painful truth which could permentaly ruin someone.
Or you can get away with something.
Little white lies...
The damage they can cause.
And even worse the way they have affected ME.
The fucked up things you have made me believe
The lies that you only made bigger
The one truth you told me hurt worse then when I didn't know the answer.
Wanna know my TRUTHS about you?
I hate you.
I wish I never found you.
I wish I could turn back time and have you be hurt the way you hurt me.
I wish I had the courage to say these things to you...but I dont
One thing I can say is i regret knowing you.
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I met my real mom and I found out she is a loser. :(