Who the Hell Am I? What Have I Become?

I can't figure out who I am any more,
the darkness has become me and now I am lost.
I cannot spare another moment of this curse over coming me,
I'm in a dark forest the clouds becomming me.

I'm not sure where to turn next,
Who the hell am I?
What have I become?

I've become one of them,
I can't make my own choices no more.

I don't have a choice.