I''m Not Me.

When I scream your name in my nightmare you ignore me.
I cry for you and plea.
I'm alone even when with you.
Even if you say "I love you too"
I put on a smile.
I know that I'm in denile.
I think theres no way out.
In our love I doubt.
In the dark I sit.
A hole,an emty pit.
I cry without you.
And with you.
I say its over.
Im so unlucky I can't be helped by a clover.
Why can't you see.
With you and without you I'm not me.