Part of Your Mortal World

Look at this skin
Isn't it bright?
Wouldn't you think I had fun every night?
Wouldn't you think I'm the guy
The guy who gets every girl?

Look at this car
It takes me far
Why do I long to always burn tar?

Looking at me
You would think, wow he has everything!

I've got money and check books aplenty
I've got volvos and hummers galore
You want motorcycles?
I've got twenty.
But who cares?
No big deal
I want less!

I wanna be where the beaches are
Dancing around with my skin not sparkling!
The Quiletteles won't let me on their land
Because I'm not a man!

Looking at porn mags won't get me off
No I want someone
Want someone tangible
I need a girl (or Jacob)
Who wants me!

I like to suck!
I can't really fuck.
Because I'm a monster
I want to throw myself in front of a truck...

Why did Carlisle have to bite me, when I was sick?
I should have said no, and just died of influenza
I bet if I died I would have been reincarnated as
a human...

Soft and mortal
With a girlfriend
(or Jacob)
Goin' on dates!

And going through senior year once
Instead of a billion times
And the Quilettes would let me lounge on their beach!

Jacob will love me
Cause I know he's gay
And Bella can fuck off!

But I'm stuck,
Being 17
And always with Bella
She makes me so green!
(Why won't Jacob love me?)

But I can't
I really can't
Cause I'm a vamp...