On My Own

I hate
Having to plaster on a fake smile
And shove my feelings back down my throat
I can’t stand
Having to fall apart and pick myself back up
On my own
I’m not strong
I do have my vulnerabilities
Just like you
But when have I
Ever pushed you away
Because I wasn’t in the mood
To be your support
So fuck you
I don’t need you pretending you care
When you don’t
I’ll handle my problems
On my own from now on
Thank you