I Am Forever Corrupt

I'm using this razor
I've come to realize
I am a failure
I feel like I'm being deceived
So I'll let my heart bleed

All I wanted was love
But that made me drown in a flood
Of dead bodies and despair
How did I pollute the air?
All I have is bare feet and jeans
Because you're the one who depleted my dreams

I've tried and I've tried
All you do is accuse
How did I light your fuse?
So now I'll hide
I'm stuck
I can't escape this hell
My mind has been fucked!

I will not give into your games
I will not dissolve in the rain
Because I am not like you
I will not blindly rape and screw
I will not break
I can escape these chains

I've been robbed of my innocence
Yet I believe I am not a mistake
I am not fake!
My life's a bloody mess
No one bothers
To help me fight this war against myself

I'm ugly
I'm stunning
My mind won't stop running!
So obey your mind
This is your crime

I AM FOREVER CORRUPT!