But in the End I'll Wonder

Is it really normal
To want it for so long
To take a hand beside you
And have them come along?

Is it really fine
To wait on every breathe
And what you could do
To see if she'll text next

I wonder whats the problem
Or am I all alone
In that I always answer back
And then she hangs up the phone

Is it wrong to question
This voice inside my head
That if i work my hardest
She might still go ahead

I'll wait until it happens
And maybe shes fine with that
Maybe ill stay stringing along
And maybe I'm fine with that

But in the end i'll wonder
Did I waste my time
On the mystery girl that no one knew
That said she'd always be mine?