Insa

We no longer shine like the stars in the sky
On a clear night, we have faded much like
The confession of your love on the sands
Near the sea shore. Your eyes have dulled
And your touch is colder than the first snow
Flake. The fire that burned inside of us has
Been snuffed out, the ashes swirl around
In the wind. The secrets shared between
Us, during our nights have floated away
Along with the slow beating of your heart.

Why did you have to go? Why did you have
To make me love you when you knew all
Along that you were never going to stay.
I try and I try to make myself hate you for
Making me hurt so much after your last breath
Was taken. But I can’t, I can’t lose those memories
Of your warm touch at night, and the laughter
In your voice as you said my name. The way
Your warm breath would grace over my flushed
Skin after hours of laying in your arms.
I can’t seem to forget the love that still
Fills my heart so fully. So here I stand and
I don’t quit know wither to say goodbye.
Or hello. Soon, I decide to say to your stone
Before I turn and walk away. Soon, soon. Soon.

My voice echoes through the darkness of the
Night. Soon. Soon. Soon. I will see you soon.