One More Day

i smile and laugh but its all an act
none of them know what im really thinking
screaming in silence drowning in the dark
wish they could hear me wish they could help
but im too far gone to be saved
now i just try to make it day by day
pretend in the day fall apart in the night
cut and slice away at my wrist
wanting to do it wanting to die
knowing i cant
not yet not this time
ill keep pretending for another day
live in this hell and try to wish it away
put on a fake smile and survive one more day