Immortal Complex?

Immortal incest between life and death
Immortal distress between me and her
So why can't God just come down and end this shit
Immortal incest, Immortal crisis
I'm just trying to swallow some scraps for thought
Or rather food for thought
Love for heart
Vision for art
And end to start
But you wouldn't even know how the fuck I feel
Even if I gave you my shoes to walk
Walk through my life and you'd still be lost
You see I realized the other day, That I'm a genius
At being stupid
Or maybe I'm just a man with an unfortunate life to live
Immortal incest between me and time
Immortal incest between me and failure
But would it be immortal incest between me and that gun?
Or me and my knife?
Or me and that bus?
Cuz me and God don't seem to be getting along
Would I receive immortal forgiveness?
I must confess that my interest in me, myself, and I soon seeks rest
An immortal instant connection between my heart and death