Anger In Blood & Veins

Blood boils in anger
Veins pulsate on every angle
Fucking bitched kissed another man whom I'd like to strangle
Not a stranger but a friend and even her I'd mangle
But peace remains what I must keep
In my soul I weep and yet the irony is bitter sweet
So I will expel what the fuck I feel just because
I'm thinking of
Of how when we loved they shared feelings every time they hugged
Unknown to me I'm feeling a bit sick, somewhat of a bug?
I'm sad once again
Again because I know there may or will be other men
It's life right? must accept what the hell reality has set in
Angry about all of past and present, it all hit me at once
For so long, I suppressed for many months, extended months
Can you hear the thumps?
The way my heart beats and pumps?
So much too say and so much I want to do
So much hate in my blood towards you, towards you, towards
And every fucking thing about you
This hate will subside, I don't know when, it will
But for now I want to say fuck you, fuck you, and fuck you for all of the emotional pain endured
Lured in by the stupidity of my mind attached to this heartfelt thing called love
A hypocrite in the eyes of the one above at the moment I may be, but for all I've suffered
I think I should be allowed this one, I need none more because it was my choice to stay
Remain where I lay and today is the day I end my play
Anger still boils in my blood and veins
Anger still boils as I remember all the pain
Anger still boils as I listen to the rain in my brain
Anger, anger, and more anger is all I feel