As life passes

I stand on the other side of the glass and look in
I see my life passing but no ones living it
these thoughts are swirling around telling me what I shouldve done
but I cant control myself anymore
I cant change whats going to happen
I can only watch
as a useless acessory
watch from the sidelines not willing to take the chance of getting hurt
watch it all fly by then wonder
Where did it go?
but its not like I didnt know
I was aware it was happening the entire time
but I was never willing to take the risk.