Kissing Razors

You don't know what its like,
dreaming endlessly, not seeing the sun
coming into the light at the end of the tunnel
and realizing that you really fucked up
but knowing that you've finally gone too far
then wake up crying and sweating, ice cold

You never touched that razor blade,
only used your lighter to light another cigarette
when you broke down I coaxed you away from the hurt
took you away from the world for awhile

you never woke up screaming, reaching for someone who wasn't there
you never flipped a razor like a pen between your fingers
while you were kissing other girls,
I sat in my room kissing razors