My Perfect Suicide
My Perfect Suicide
It hurts to love you when you dont love me back.
You haunt my dreams with love and affection that in this life you lack.
I wake up again to find you do not feel the same.
Ive cried for you and lied for you to show my everlasting love for you, my heart thats filled with pain.
Your embrace sends shivers up my spine and embeds a smile upon my face.
But the moment you leave me again my world is a lonely star in space.
Are you the only thing keeping my alive?
Or are you the drug killing me inside?
I cant get enough of you and its hard to be apart.
I breathe you in every chance I get but it always end right where it starts.
Every time we touch its lighter than a feather.
Im afraid to get close to you fearing you'll once again say never.
You envelope my thought throughout everyday.
Im deep underwater without the will to surface, lungs begin to fray.
Your name runs through my veins in wich ill slit to find you.
Id run to the end of the earth to find the remedy to undo this love so true.
My love for you will forever lie inside.
But as long as you dont love me...you'll be my perfect suicide.
It hurts to love you when you dont love me back.
You haunt my dreams with love and affection that in this life you lack.
I wake up again to find you do not feel the same.
Ive cried for you and lied for you to show my everlasting love for you, my heart thats filled with pain.
Your embrace sends shivers up my spine and embeds a smile upon my face.
But the moment you leave me again my world is a lonely star in space.
Are you the only thing keeping my alive?
Or are you the drug killing me inside?
I cant get enough of you and its hard to be apart.
I breathe you in every chance I get but it always end right where it starts.
Every time we touch its lighter than a feather.
Im afraid to get close to you fearing you'll once again say never.
You envelope my thought throughout everyday.
Im deep underwater without the will to surface, lungs begin to fray.
Your name runs through my veins in wich ill slit to find you.
Id run to the end of the earth to find the remedy to undo this love so true.
My love for you will forever lie inside.
But as long as you dont love me...you'll be my perfect suicide.
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I wrote this about someone that i had liked for two years. I wrote it at the time that I still had feelings for him. Now unfortunetally I find that he was not the man I thought he was. He tried using me but even through all the feelings I had for him...I still told him no and just walked away. So this one's for those of you who have been hurt or used by someone that you genuinly cared about. Dont give into them and dont let them use you. Stand up for urself and dont do something your going to regret or feel bad about. You'll find another person who truley DOES care about you. And thats all that matters. And until you do find that person...Ill be the one that cares.