I don't know where my head's been.

I don't know where my head's been.
My body has been up and down this Coast, but I haven't been with it.
Faces, so many faces always around me.
Names that I won't ever remember and drinks that I can't pronounce.
I've been with you all along, but you haven't noticed.
I curl into your side before bed and kiss my favorite spot between your shoulders.
There's nothing but us. No trains, boats, or cars that try and take me away.
I am torn.
A body going everywhere, a soul staying with you, and a head that has lost itself.
My entire self scattered across the map.
I do know that I would like to stay in bed and play with your hair and drink a coffee.
I would also like to see the world and relish in the beauty of adventure.
But I cannot do both fully.
Please, accept my fractured presence while I try and find my head.
I am always and forever with you.
Even if my body is wandering.