Hate Me!

I want you to hate me,
I want you to hate me so much.
I want you to hate me.

Look what I’ve done,
Look at all the pain,
I’ve put you through,
So hate me!

I wanted you to love me for so long,
But it took too long,
Now,
You say we can never be,
So hate me!
Hate me as much as you can.

I never want you to love me again!
I want you to hate me!
I know,
This is such a weak pathetic game,
That I’m playing,
But just play along.
It won’t so much in the end.

Hate me,
Please,
So I can rid myself,
So I can be buried six feet under,
So I can die.

Please just hate me, Jake,
Hate me all you can,
I don’t want this pain.
I don’t want to be in love anymore.

I hate love.
I hate everything about it.
It doesn’t bring happiness,
It only brings fucking heartache.
I fucking just want to kill it.
I hate love!
I hate it so damn much!

It seems just when you when you can love someone,
Fully trust them,
Think that you can be happy with them,
It just fucking stabs you in the fucking heart,
With a serated edge knife,
And twists and jabs,
And carves,
The space where your heart was once.

I hate love!
I hate it so much!
I want to burn it!
I hate it!
I hate love!

But look at me,
I’m crumbling,
It’s making me a fool,
I’m so stupid,
Just look at me,
I’m so foolish,
For ever believing in love,
It’ll just never work,
Between love and I.
Love hates me,
And I hate love.

So Jake and Love,
Hate me.
Hate me as much as possible,
Hate me to no end,
Hate me so much,
That you just want to kill me,
Because you both,
Already have.