This Thing Called "Life"

I can't fake this smile anymore
I can't pretend to be happy anymore
I just want someone to notice me
To notice how I truly feel

But no one can
No one ever will

My smile is fading
My happiness, dissapating
I can't fake it anymore

I can't take it
One swift movement & I'm gone
But is it worth it?

Worth leaving it all behind?
I'll stay, stay for you
To see where this all goes

To try and find my place
My place in this thing called "Life"

I will stay for you & only you
I love you Kirsty, I always will

You are my one & only strength
My one & only love
My one & only purpose

If you go, I'm going with you
I love you, I need you
♠ ♠ ♠
Another poem of how I feel.