I Feel so....

I feel so alone,
I feel unwanted and worthless,
I feel weak and I am surrounded by thoughts that aren't supposed to be thought.

I think I have officially lost my mind,
Because I don't know the difference between pain and happiness.
And now I have the only thing that makes me better taken away from me,
So I feel so stressed.

I feel like I have lost myself,
I feel like I can't find my own personality inside of me.
I have made so many mistakes,
And they will haunt and affect my life forever.

I want to numb my emotional pain forever,
But I can't get myself to do it.
How am I going to go on with my life?
I feel so confused.

Just remember that no matter what,
Everything will be okay,
And never turn to self harm for an escape.
It will ruin your life.