life with the knife

slowly blood drips down
down my tense red arms
my skin crawls and tingles
what did i do to deserve this harm
why must i bear this pain
my heart screams no
my mind cries why
my arms say yes
my bloods boils the answer
i....the world blurs and fades
colors burn a gray
goodbye world
goodbye hate
goodbye pain
your words of love are late
goodbye love
goodbye life