Everything Hurts

The soul from my cello sings
Magnificent tones, and the sound has air-time,
It rings; leaving behind that sense of exhilaration
The sense I get is an abomination
The notes still play softly in my head,
The notes that meant something, otherwise why else
Would they have been written?
They represent time, my time spent alone
Aching and weeping in life's monotone
I'm miserable, you see, I'm hating the daylight
I'm begging to sleep away the time with all my might
No lesson is learned, except that I hate people
I hate all of you heartless bastards, you're evil
I love to be happy, but that smile has dwindled away
I'm drowning in my heart's desire, chocking on the dismay
There's a piece of me missing, and he's miles too far
I keep checking my window, wishing he'd appear from the dark
I'm so sickly in love, it's bittersweet
knowing that I'll feel hungover until he once again
Sweeps me off my feel. Romeo, my Romeo,
Why must you live so far? Romeo, my Romeo,
come save me from this spot.
I despise that they separate us, it's shattering my heart
I don't know how to function, baby, with us apart
I can feel myself fading, I'm dying inside
I can taste the word melancholy, and it's in my eyes
What if I can't make it on my own?
What if I go insane from the silence's drone?
I'm trying to stay strong, but I'm rotting from hurt
I don't even feel real, I'm distant, not on this Earth
The sky is my limit, and it's sad 'cause with you
There is none. I feel empty, I will for a month.
Month, please hurry, please, go by fast
Dear God, please lead me on correct paths
I need a miracle, life really does feel that bad
My love, I miss you, miss you with everything
My love, I cherish you, oh the joy you bring
You bring heaven, you soothe my harsh feelings
You stop the tears, brighten all the little things
I wish you were here, you're all I want and need
I just hope you're doing better than I am,
And that you're managing to stay happy.