ask for help

ive always been taught to tough it out,
to be stronger,
get up and try again,
suck it up.
but when does that stop?
when is it the time
to ask for help?
when is the moment
when i need help?
i dont know,
and honestly.
i dont give a damn.
i will tough it out,
get up and try again,
suck it up till i die trying.
because the day that i leave this
evil infested world.
thats when my help has arrived,
because death, and my savior has pulled me out
of this dying world.