I can't believe

So you tell me you don’t want anyone
But you go for someone new
Someone you know that would make me angry
Probably a bit jealous too?
Well it’s whatever
You’re so full of shit
I loved you more than I loved myself
And this is what I get?
What the hell did I do to deserve such grimy treatment?
Everyone said you didn’t deserve me but I didn’t listen
I believed in u when no one else did
When everyone thought you weren’t worth it
I believed
I believed you changed. I believed all of your bullshit