Void of Darkness

There's something inside
its clawing at me
its eating me inside out
its suffocating and killing me
don't know how to stop it
don't know how to release it
and if i could
don't think i would

Is it sadness
depression
madness
or am I self destructing
about to explode
implode
and spit my guts out

what is this
this sickness
why is it taking control
its consuming my mind
consuming my being
what do i do
how do i act

why
why do i have this
what is it in the first place
this pit
this darkness
this endless void of nothingness
this emptiness and death

THIS is consuming me...
a plague and growing disaster