why not me?

Why is she chosen over me?
Hasn't our relationship meant anything?
You've already moved on, I'm lagging behind.

He forgets my existence and chooses to love her.
Everything she does is perfect you.
Really, who am I fooling?

You chose her
over me
without a second thought.
You picked her grace
over mine
and now I am distraught.
It led to cheating,
led to lying,
led to thousands of hours of
crying.
Can't you see
what you're doing to me?
Can't we go back to the way
things used to be?
Never again,
will I love you.
Never again,
will I hug you.
Never again,
will I lose you.
There is one thing that I'd prefer -
that it be ME...
and not her.