Into the black

Just another broken hearted girl living in a broken world
thrown into a war, a lifeless world
For the one who gives attention she needs it the most
long days countless hours I'm lost in time
a dark yet familiar shadow is before me
is it real? is it here for me?
to my dismay it walks through me, see's through me - even speaks through me
he does not see me yet he is so clear
just a girl for company who sleeps alone, I am broken

I scream out into the emptiness
I'm here, come sit with me and love me
I long to feel compassion and romance, you only see me to punish and scorn
I will not jump when you say, I will not undress on your command
you walk past the pieces of me
I am left on the floor and in the corner, everywhere but your heart

Am I a fool to think you care?
just a joker as you sit upon your throne