WHY DID U LEAVE?

Crimson tears escape your eyes.
I caint believe i fell for your lies.
I feel so used, so betrayed.
Caint ever heal the wounds you've made.

You were so perfect, to good to be true.
I guess nobodys perfect not even you.
Thankyou for waking me from this dream.
Thankyou for ripping my heart from the seam.

I feel so empty with out you by my side.
When i said i didint care i definitly lied.
Its just anything good ends so fast.
Thats how i new that we'd never last.

You were amazing, i guess i was not.
You could've known, guess you forgot.
I new we'd be over as soon as we began.
You have no idea how miserable i am.

Then again, our relationship wasnt to great.
I was always in a shameful state.
Living in fear, fear you'd leave.
Afraid to love you, afraid to believe.

I just miss who you used to be.
I miss the boy who lied to be.
I just miss you holding me close.
I miss you so much, but nobody knows.
♠ ♠ ♠
my ex lied so much