Apology

I'm sorry for the way I act
For how I've lived my life
Sorry for the simple fact,
The pain has now arrived
I'm sorry for all the cash
That's spinning down the drain
I know I may seem too rash
I try so hard to refrain
I'm sorry I'm aggressive
And so easily fall down
I'm sorry I'm obsessive
Rooted to this ground
I'm sorry I can't handle this
Like a mature person would
If I had just one last wish
I'd wish that I was good
I'd wish you could see how hard I've tried
And just how far I've come
I'd wish you'd never see the tears I've cried
When they're finally done