Scream until theres nothing left

words, fists its all the same
inside it hurts equally
your troubles
im to blame
it has always affected me

razor blades and rubber bands
filling my heart and mind was regret

scream at the top of your lungs
scream until you blow their fucking brains out
bottling everything inside
never did anyone good
scream till someone looks up
maybe theyll notice and see the damage theyve done
scream at the top of your lungs
screammmmmmm

days, weeks, months, even years may pass.
"im fine" i say "im ok"
standing on broken glass
waiting for another breakdown

razor blades and rubber bands
filling my heart and mind was regret

scream at the top of your lungs
scream until you blow their fucking brains out
bottling everything inside
never did anyone good
scream till someone looks up
maybe theyll notice and see the damage theyve done
scream at the top of your lungs

a bad night could turn into a bloodbath
in the spur of the moment nothing matters
no thoughts
no cares
just relief