What Is Real?

I get reality confused with dreams,
At least right now that is how it seems.
Is it real or is it fake,
It is a decision my mind can't make.
Things that are real become blurred,
Like water and oil that has been stirred.
Moments that have come from dreams,
Becomes more crystal clear than reality seems.
I forget what actually happened,
And what I just dreamed.
It's really hard to live this way,
When you cant tell the difference from dreams and day.
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How my life has been