I Miss This

I miss the feeling of the razor cutting into my skin
I miss the feeling of seeing the ruby red blood seep out of the cut
I miss the burning of the air hitting the cut
I miss the scars

I wish I could
I miss hiding my scars
I miss the depression

Am I going crazy?
Am I insane?
How can I get back to normal?

I wish I could start over
I wish my life could be carefree again