Broken

Every time I see you with her,
I fall apart.
When I see you smiling at each other,
My stomach drops.
I see you laughing,
I cry inside.
See you hugging,
My heart cracks.
When I see you...kiss,
My heart shatters into a million unfix-able pieces.
I can't stand seeing you together,
But I can't just walk away.
We are way to close of friends.
I just wish,
You would want to be with me instead of her...
Instead,
You leave me dead and broken inside.