Spin

The world seems to spin around
While you don’t notice
Time keeps passing by
With no emotion
I’ve paralyzed my feeling
For I can’t feel no more
Nothing matters anymore
My brain just shut down
It went blank
I don’t know who you are
I don’t know who I am
There’s a subway crashing in my mind
Pulsating, moving, faster faster
But I still can’t feel nothing!
I’m living my life in third person
Seeing everything go on through a crystal glass
I’m not living my own life
I’m just watching it pass
What’s wrong with me
I can’t figure it out
I’m depressed, I’m sad, I’m angry
But I don’t feel it
I’m anxious, I’m rude, I’m paranoid,
I’m secluded, I’m nervous
I ain’t anything close to excited
This is annoying
I’m getting irritated now
Want it to let me go
I’m tired of this crowd

The world keeps spinning
I never noticed
The world keeps turning
I never figured it out
It keeps spinning
As I keep falling
It keeps spinning
As I keep, as I keep,
Losing myself