I didn't know what to do, But now I do

When I first met you I didn’t know what to say
What am I supposed to say?
Hello?
Hi?
Hey?
When I first fell for you, I didn’t know what to say
What did you expect me to say?
I love you?
I care for you?
I will do anything for you?
When you rejected me, I didn’t know what to say
What am I supposed to say?
I still love you?
I hate you?
I understand?
When I came to my senses, I didn’t know what to feel
What am I supposed to feel?
Happy?
Sad?
Angry?
When I finally understood, I didn’t know what do.
What am I supposed to do?
Move on?
Continue trying?
Accept the truth?
But now time has passed and since then, I know what to do.
Now I know what to do.
Live my life.
Be thankful of family and friends.
Write my poetry.
When the time comes, I know what I can write about.
I will write about…
Love.
Loss.
Truth.
Now that life is unfolding, I know what to live for
I will live for…
God.
That special person.
Family
Friends
At first I didn’t know what to do
But now I know what to do