speechless

I swallowed my fear 
And opened my mouth
Nothing came out. 
I just thought. 
I thought of all the things I wanted to say. 
I tried to form the words 
Not even knowing what I planed to say 
I choked 
I closed my eyes and looked down. 
I thought I could do this
In all honestly 
Living with out you was like living without Words
I was speechless. With no explanation