The begining of me

I sit upon the cold wooden floor
Breaking uncontrollably from my core
I shatter to pieces, then falls a tear
The screaming child is all I can hear

She screams from the darkness within
From where the darkness core begin
The scream seems familiar to me
I only wish it would just let me be

Nothing but darkness is around
I feel like I will never be found
I know I must soon face my fear
But right now I don't dare go near

Suddenly silence within this darkened hall
My heart seems to be going down a distant fall
I race to the end where it all started
Threw a odd shaped door that was left unguarded

I see the back of a little girl before me
A girl from my past was who it would be
She turns around tears full in her eyes
From all the distant years she cry's

She was abandoned left alone to die
I only wish that this was all a lie
She is only a child that is locked away
Within my heart is where she must stay

I had left her here many years ago
From my heart I wish it wasn't so
When I had to grow up so fast
It was a long time ago in my past

The child who stares within my eyes
She is the one who screams and cry's
She is the child I will never know
I seriously wish all this wasn't so

She was the child i left behind
The child I left here to die
She will never let me be
For she is the beginning of me