*** Love

First love is a waste of time
Don't know why
She makes me bend down and die
Call me weak
The facts are their
My will is hurt
And I'm in despair
How you gunna come back and act like that
Waiting for me to drop guard
So my heart attacks
All this I love you shit after all we been through
Should have given up and let you walk in my shoes
But I didn't do that no way that I could
I loved you so much I kept asking if I should
That smile the look that moment when hugged
Was it all just act that died when you shrugged
I'm a long way from you I got it I understand
But fuck why tell me when your happy with another man
I know your not dating him but why tell me like that
"Happiest you ever been"
Why thanks now I know I'm not needed for anything