The Worst It Can get

Everyday I wait
For that sky to drop
For that shoe to drop
For you to step over me
For you to pull me down
And crush my spirit

Every day could be that day
The worst day of my life
Can't we get past the suffering
To never worry again
To know its all over
And the worst is something is something I can live past

I don't know if I can do it
Am I strong enough
Am I hurt enough
Am I here enough
Am I deep enough
And dark enough

I'm living in the future
But apprehensive of the past
And making all the same mistakes
And playing this for higher stakes
And discovering that every day
Has become the worst day

I need to know it's over
And I need to know
I'll be okay
And I need to know
The worst is something
I can live past
The worst I can get past