I'm Dying.

I feel like my heart
has been torn out of my chest,
stepped on repeatedly, but
I'm not put to rest.

My insides are turning.
My whole world is whirling,
as I bleed out my emotions.
Until I'm all out of notions.

I seem to be drawn to people
who I may never have.
I just don't understand
how I always get stabbed.

I'm writing this to tell you.
All of you readers.
That when you fall in love,
always be the leader.