I'm Going to Jump

the wind
swirls and
whirls around me
urging me to
stay where i am

i don’t want to
though
i don’t want to
stay in this
barren
world for another
moment
not when it hurts
so much

not when
nothing i do
is right
and everything i
do fucks something
up

i can’t stay
in that world

so
i’m sorry
for any hurt
or pain
i cause by doing
this
but you have to
understand

i can’t bear
this any
longer