Best friend; is what I called her

I remeber this girl
I used to know her
Best friend; is what I called her
but not anymore

She's everything a girl would want to be
She's the model, award winner, grade getter

And I'm nothing compared to her

I am filled with jelousy and envy
But mostly with sorrow

I let a girl that was so close to me before
slip through my fingers

But I can't close this chapter just yet
The pages are running so empty
This chapter needs to come to a end