Love isnt always fair

i feel like im drowning and i cant get out. I feel trapped beneath your hold. How is it that you can treat me so awful and like i mean so little to you and yet i cant break free? What power is it that you hold over me that makes me want to stay? I hate you so much but at the same time im so in love with you. I cant breathe when im away from you and when im around you all i want is to get away. I hate that i love you. I hate that you choose comics and video games over me. I hate that after a long day at work youd rather hangout with your friends than cuddle with me. And i hate that you know i dont like it but you know ill always come back. I hate how you never listen and how you interrupt. But then again, I love the way it feels to be wrapped up in your arms, and i love looking into those blue eyes. I love being the one you run to when youre upset. I love waking up every morning and seeing your face. I love the way you kiss me and how we can act so completely stupid together. I love the way you smell and how ive never felt more at home than i do when im with you. And most of all i love that you loved me.