Bipolar.

I won't feel like this for long.
I promise you that.
My moods have a range
generally consisting of two.
One being an extreme form
of what we know as "apathy."

I feel no emotion,
I cannot even speak,
I feel dead and numb,
I feel so weak.

I won't feel like this for long.
I promise you that.
My moods have a range
generally consisting of two.
One being so horribly different,
one we know as "self-destruction."

I feel too much emotion,
I cannot quite cope
I feel like I'm dying,
I feel no hope.

I promise I won't feel this for long.
I promise you that.