Secret

I have a secret
You can't tell a soul
Let's make a bet
That I'll rot in a hole
I don't want to stop
So you can't make me do it
The pain is on top
And I can't quite pull through it
I'm drowning in sin,
But I love my God
The pain is within
From this thin metal rod
Don't let me lose
I want to win
I'll throw you some clues
And fake a grin
The pain is growing deep
My mind is going wild
I try counting sheep,
But the feeling is not mild