A Suicide Letter

I'm crying.
But you don't see.
I'm dying.
In misery.
I'm lying.
To fool your eyes.
I'm hiding.
Come look and find.
The truth.
Is kept from you.
To me.
You were never true.
Always a battle.
Neither wants to lose.
I've already lost though.
Come walk in my shoes.
See as I see.
Feel as I feel.
This pain and heartache,
Is all too real.
I can't escape.
It's engulfing me.
The the smokescreen of terror,
Yet you still can't see.
I'm writing this note.
A suicide letter.
Maybe when I'm gone.
Things for you will be better.