Over You

Here I am, about two weeks after I was cut off from you.
The guy I thought to be the love of my life.
I thought I couldn't live without you.
I was honestly ready to kill myself.
I look back now and think...
Damn am I glad I'm alive.
I was so blinded by what I thought was love, I couldn't see what everyone kept saying was wrong.
You're 10 years older than me, and it may not seem that big of a deal to you, but I realize now how unorthodox that is.
Don't get me wrong.
They say you will always love your first love, and I will.
But not like that.
I'll love you more like... a best friend.
Someone I can turn to when I can't anyone else.
Someone I can tell all my secrets, and know you won't spill them.
And it won't matter if you do, because you're on the other side of the world from me.
That's another reason we would never last.
It was good while it lasted, Cam.
But like Daughtry said:
Cuz the day I thought I'd never get through...
I got over you.
And I have.
I have gotten over you, love.